Dr. Doyle

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 16:57:17 GMT

GUESS WHO'S BACK?! back again! DOYLE'S BACK..... tell some men....

RUB MY BACK, RUB MY BACK, RUB MY BACK!

Im still alive.... fuck.

Sun, 10 Aug 2003 03:17:05 GMT

Shit hows everyone been. Ive been tring to get a hole of alot of people, but some nameless ex pycho girlfriend stole my fucking phone book. But yeah umm... god dam i hate livejournal....peace..

Mon, 10 Feb 2003 23:48:05 GMT

New SN its now LTSkrat , and here is a little song for you people out there.

( "If You're Happy and You Know It")
If we cannot find Osama, bomb Iraq
If the markets hurt your mama, bomb Iraq
If the terrorists are Saudi Arabians
And the bank takes back your Audi
And the TV shows are bawdy, Bomb Iraq

If the corporate scandal's growin', bomb Iraq
And your ties to them are showin', bomb Iraq
If the smoking gun ain't smokin
We don't care, and we're not jokin
That Saddam will soon be croakin', Bomb Iraq

Even if we have no allies, bomb Iraq
From the sand dunes to the valleys, bomb Iraq
So to hell with the inspections
Let's look tough for the elections
Close your mind and take directions, Bomb Iraq

So here's one for dear old daddy, bomb Iraq
From his favorite little laddy, bomb Iraq
Saying no would look like treason
It's the Hussein hunting season
Even if we have no reason, bomb Iraq!

Im bored... extremly

Sun, 19 Jan 2003 19:50:50 GMT

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Someone help me, im so bored

Wed, 15 Jan 2003 04:13:09 GMT

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards -elyod
[ x ] The story behind your livejournal user name - Disturbed\me Person\Hmm...
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - Yup.
[ x ] Where do you live - Fucking Hick Town USA
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - Cynical, Depressive, Partier, Unique
[ x ] Wallet - Nori Leather , with lots of random chains
[ x ] Hairbrush - ..green?
[ x ] Toothbrush - like i pay that much attention
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - Neck Choker, Spiked Braclet, 2 Dangly Braclets, Raver Bands, My Dragon Ring
[ x ] Pillow cover - Black
[ x ] Blanket - Dark Blue with swirling black pattern
[ x ] Coffee cup - A regular old coffee cug?
[ x ] Sunglasses - Dont own any
[ x ] Shoes - Vans Skate Shoes
[ x ] Handbag - ..
[ x ] Favorite top - Hoodies
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - Obesion
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Hendrix, Icp, Metallica, Static X, KMFDM
[ x ] Tattoos - None
[ x ] Piercings - WORKING ON IT
[ x ] Hair - Short spiked, with pink long bangs
[ x ] Makeup - ..

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - My tongue
[ x ] In my head - Dunno havent used that part of me for a while now. Let me get back to you.
[ x ] Wishing - Millions of things.
[ x ] After this - I will all into sleep
[ x ] Talking to - The wall
[ x ] Eating - Some chicken stuff i cooked earlier
[ x ] Fetishes - ..hehe
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason - Some skinny fucking whore that shall remane nameless. And my ex. Yes deffently my ex. She needs to die.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Kayla - Helena - Jen
[ x ] Is next to you - PS2 with Vice City
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - American Pie - Swordfish - BraveHeart
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - who the fuck knows
[ x ] The last thing you ate - Chicken
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - spiders
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - fuck no, that shit burns
[ x ] Do you like incense - hehe
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - yes, oddly
[ x ] Do you believe in love - do you believe in magic?
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - depends, am I drunk? Officer.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - sure why not.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - no
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - saddly enough, yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - no
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - just throw me in the dumpester or some
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - ...
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - Farret
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - 3-4 days
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - no
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Pencil Sharpener
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - Quarter
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - detroit, la , newyork, amsterdam, grandin
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - how to just sit back and fuck RELAX and dont take shit so seriously

[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - People
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - Old friends- Jew Corey Ober Gary Meatball...

The Panio

Wed, 08 Jan 2003 21:29:31 GMT

They say to me
Open this door
Curiosity screams
Whatever could it be
Back behind that door
A piano
The keys are all dusty
The strings are all untuned
Back behind that door
At the piano
But she plays no more
It is so long ago

On the piano
She's who I hear
She began to play
She took my breath away

She said to me too
That I'll stay with you
But it just seemed to be
She played alone for me
I poured her blood
In the fire of my rage
I locked up her shrine
They questioned in time

At the piano
She's who I hear
She began to play
She took my breath away
At the piano I stand by her
But it just seemed to be
She played alone for me

They opened up the door
And how they cried
I heard her mother plea
Her father struck out at me
They tore her from her chair
No one believed me there
I was so insane
With the stench and the pain

At the piano
She's who I hear
She began to play
She took my breath away
At the piano
She's who I hear
As I began to play
I took her breath away

Little Dreamer

Tue, 24 Dec 2002 06:16:30 GMT

Dreamer

Wake up night dreamer
And see all that I control
Bloody angels and burning hate
Nightmares is all that rain here
No more time for fun and games
Now come on and take my hand
Ill take you to the shadows
Look at me
Blood stricken and twisted by the hate
In my life I laugh
Because my life has gotten inside your mind
But you seem to like all the misery I put you threw
Don’t you know you your wish is coming true
Im going to end my life tonight
Make all the pain of the dreamer go away
Is she alright?
For im insane
Am I still dreaming?
For im insane
Are you inside me?
Some one.. tell me is this true?
Tormented little dreamer
For when you wake up
You will not scream
For the pain of not breathing has made the blood steam
And the tears of release have set you free
But I still will always haunt you in your dreams

Broken Wings

Tue, 24 Dec 2002 05:54:31 GMT

Broken wings
To make the child fall from his high mountain top
Surround in the black and blood as the elevation drops
Death awaits him near the bottomless pit
For his lifes sins have made him weak
His past comes to huant him, much more then once
Eyes grey of stone with the icy tint of cold
Traps victims inside its glare
Where broken wings give false hope of lift
Just like blood of the angel can heal the dammed
The glaze of the eyes equal to that of the basalisk
But the last screams before the final pummel to the ground
Are those of lost souls that no longer make an lighting sound

"Here I lay in this darkened place,
..with nothing but blood stricken tears streaming down my face,
..with nothing to hold me up other then self blackened discreace,"

Vicky

Tue, 24 Dec 2002 05:35:29 GMT

I miss you, we need to hang out. Call me some time, yea?

KoRn Lyrics--

Tue, 24 Dec 2002 04:04:46 GMT

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it down

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Pressing me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away

It's falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

--------------------

This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think it's about me
I'm about to break, this is my fate
Am I still damned to a life,
of misery and hate?
You will never know
What I'd do for you
What you are
Got me through
I'd do it for you
I could have, never lived
If it wasn't, for you

Tue, 24 Dec 2002 03:54:03 GMT

1) First grade teacher's name: Miss. Johnson
2) Last word you said: Im out

3) Last song you sang: Zug Izland = sunny day

4) Last person you hugged: Dale-Beefy-Nora-Calvin ( had a rumpin in the mall )

6) Last time you said i love you: About 7 months ago

7) Last time you cried: 7 months ago.

Present:

8) What's in your cd player: Slim Shady

9) What colour socks are you wearing: White

10) What's under your bed: King Pin, my skate board, my chest set.

11) What time did you wake up today: 2PM

12) Current taste: Vinnalla

13) Current hair: Blond with brown roots

14) Current clothes: Black dockers, black slipknot t-shirt

15) Current annoyance: People

16) Current longing: Lots of things

17) Current desktop picture: Island

18) Current worry: Too many to name

19) Current hate: People in general

20) Story behind your LJ username: What I think of my self

22) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Smile

23) Last cd that you bought: Primus - Brown Album

24) Favorite place to be: My room.

25) Least favorite place: School

26) Time you wake up in the morning: varies

27) If you could play any instrument: Drums, which i already play. If it would be a new instrument, it would be the bass.

28) Favorite color: Galaxy Black, or Firey Orange

29) Do you believe in an afterlife?: No, your dead. Your dead. Thats all.

30) How tall are you?: 6'2

31) Current favourite word/saying: "Asshole"

32) Favorite book: Knights Wyrd

33) Favorite season: Fall

34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Jennifer

35) Favorite day: Saturday

Future:

36) Where do you want to go: Scottland, California, and Missouri

37) What is your career going to be: Electrican Enigeer

38) How many kids do you want: None

Random

40) Type a line you remember from any book: "Your words cut deeper then the knife ever could."

41) Random song lyric: "Im sorry I reek of depression"

42) Identify some things surrounding your computer: My ciggerates, my laptop, and my living room.

43) What's up: Airplanes

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. How well do you know me?:
6. Do I smoke?:
7. Do I believe in God?:
8. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
9. My age:
10. Birthday:
11. Color hair:
12. Eye color:
13. Do I have any siblings?:
14. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
15. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
16. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
17. What's my favorite type of music?:
18. What is the best feature about me?:
19. Am I shy or outgoing?:
20. Would you say I am funny?:
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
22. Any special talents?:
23. Would you consider me a friend?:
24. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie, average,
sporty,punk,hippie,glam, nerdy, snobby, raver, or rocker something else?:
25. Have you ever seen me cry?:
26. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?:
27. Are my parents still together?:
28. What do I love?
29. Have I ever had a crush on you?
30. Have I ever been in love?:
31. When was the last time we spent time together?
32. If, in one hour, I'll be gone forever...what will be your last words for me?

Weekend...broken

Mon, 23 Dec 2002 01:54:07 GMT

Friday- Basicly, just beyond great. Kegger, thx god Helena showed up I was so bored until then. Other then that Camel got all paranoid and made us leave early.

Saturdat- I thought was a great night, until I ruined the day. Just like the Knight in the Darkened Cloud that I am. Im glad that im able to have such abilities.

Sunday- Just seemed to increase my abilities by 100%. But thx for Calvin for tring to make me feel better. Other then that, I just feel like utter shit. And it seems I ruined the whole intire evening.

-- I quit -- Officially -- I am done

If you care to avoid swearing, then dont read this...

Thu, 19 Dec 2002 00:22:16 GMT

Ok well hmm how do I start. Ahh' I believe this is the frase. FUCK THIS FUCKING PLACE I WANT THE FUCK OUT OF HERE, AND MORE OR LESS NOW. Im so sick of my fucking dad thinking his fucking ass is god. He fucking comes home and all he does is scream and yell at me becuase i didnt do something as good as he expected. And if something needs to be done, he points it the fuck out and tells me to do it. WHY DONT YOU GET OFF YOUR FUCKING ASS AND DO SOMETHING YOU FUCKING DICK. I fucking sweep the intire place and clean, and what does he say when he see's it. "what the fuck have you been doing the last hour and half dicking around. You better get to fucking work before I beat your fucking ass." Im so fucking sick of him. GOD DAMMIT I WANT TO LEAVE. So yeah he made me pay my rent early and now I still have to pay him the full amount at the end of this month or im fucked. This is such fucking bullshit. He needs to die, horridly. A slow painful fucking death so way I can watch.

Stoner bear?

Wed, 18 Dec 2002 16:22:26 GMT

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Im sorry, I wreak of depression

Tue, 17 Dec 2002 04:20:29 GMT

Sunny Day

Would you show me the door?
My apologies
I will slither out across the floor
I will crawl out on my knees
I'm ugly, my soul is ugly too
I have so many flaws
I'm sorry but there's nothing I can do
I hate myself because I....

I'll stand far away!
My apologies
I wouldn't wanna dull your sunny day
I'll crawl out on my knees

I'm sorry, I wreak of depression
I have so many flaws
Your happiness is my only obsession

Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
It's obviously my fault why can't I? And figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometimes I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
Maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarass me

I'm nasty, I'll try not to get me on you
My apologies
God forbid, what would we do?
I'll crawl out on my knees
I'll stand far away
I have so many flaws
I wouldn't wanna dull your sunny day

My karma last night, was your dinner
My apologies
I will follow you cause your a winner
I will crawl out on my knees
You aura, it glows like toxic waste
I have so many flaws
Spit and I would lick it just to taste your presence

Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it's obviously my fault why can't I ? and figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarass me

I'm staring at your picture
Standing on the chair the rope is tied

Once I'm dead my ghost will come and haunt you
Cause it's you, that commited suicide
It's you, that commited suicide
Cause it's you, that committed suicide
when IT'S YOU THAT COMITTED SUICIDE
SAID IT'S YOU THAT COMITTED SUICIDE

Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it's obviously my fault why can't I ? And figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarass me
Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it's obviously my fault why can't I ? And figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarass me
Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it's obviously my fault why can't I ? And figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarrass me

Every Bodys Favorite Critic

Mon, 16 Dec 2002 20:00:47 GMT

So yeah this weekend was some what amuzing. Got to see a few movies with Lance and the Sandbox Camel (long story on the nick name). And to make all these movies even BETTER, I didnt pay for a one.

Anilize That - Decent Movie, not all of what you will expect from it. The acting was pretty good for the movie though. Alot better then I thought it would be.

Harry Potter - A few single words, if your like me DONT GO. Those god dam SPIDERS are every where. And they spawn. Millions of them, I do mean millions of them. Every were. Little 8 legged demons from hell, with there googly eyes. Other then those demons, the movie wasnt all that bad. It was respectfully intertaining.

Die Another Day - Sweet ass movie. It was really good for a Bond movie. The women in it were, just wow. And on another note, Bond is a pimp in this movie. He sleeps with three women.

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On brighter news, im fucked royaly. Im getting kicked out of OTC, so I have to choose three shitty ass fucking hour classes for the morning. And im getting stuck with some shitty ass english classes that I dont fucking need. And that just pisses me off, becuase my dam teacher over there doesnt teacher a dam thing all he does is sit on his fucking ass. And he expects us to learn all the material. The only people passing his class is the god dam nerdy goat fucks. That already new every thing coming into the class and are like 8 chapters ahead of the world. I dunno blowing steam about this. Thanks for listing to me ramble. -- And to every one Factory 81 is coming to concert i think the 16th with arizing crack jaw and someone else, for more news check out www.factory81.net ( it might be .com im not sure.)

Type O Negative

Sun, 15 Dec 2002 16:10:20 GMT

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Question...

Fri, 13 Dec 2002 17:18:29 GMT

Ever feel something for someone that you now it wont happen becuase your such opposities?

Deliema

Thu, 05 Dec 2002 17:16:40 GMT

Ok i have a few Kegs of beer that need to get out of my room. So any one needing one or wanting one. Just call me im selling for 90 a piece thats what i paid i just need them out of my crib.

Sun, 24 Nov 2002 06:28:32 GMT

im so incredible fucking bored jesus christ... shoot me just shoot me.. ive been alone drunk all night next to a bunch of lil pussy ass people who cant handle there liquir... god dammit.. fucking people.. blah... and yes.. maybe im a little drunk right now..

Fri, 08 Nov 2002 17:25:10 GMT

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Thu, 31 Oct 2002 18:01:52 GMT

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Recap

Thu, 31 Oct 2002 17:52:32 GMT

Its about 8pm and the lights dim.. Zug Izland flashes and out comes the pychopathic ridas out on stage..the new coming to the record label coming out with there first album soon.. put on one fucking great show.. they got the crowds boucing hard .. and you can bet it.. i was fucking in the dead ass middle of it all fucking tearing up the fucking mosh pit.. only one problem was that i was one of the smallest guys in the fucking pit so i was bouncing off everyone getting the shit beaten out of me it was grand... then after they leave chants started up of random shit.. and the place was all ready a hell of green smog from all the fucking pot..

then after that shit, BLAZE UP YO DEAD HOMIE.. came on.. and fuck yeah that was great.. he fucking had the whole pit moving to one side to the other and back again... i was getting crushed to hell in that place .. though i still stayed in pit ...

so when this shit dies down... ICP gets on stage and starts to tear this shit up hard core.. they played all there old school shit...it was fucking great.. rude boy was up on stage with a switch knife and cutting open the faygo bottles and spraying down the crowd .. and after a while ICP left and Esham came out right away and did his set.. which was fucking tight as hell though i was sad he didnt bust out with " this goes out to all the titty bars across the world".... that the best song by him.... then twiztid took over the stage and tore some shit up with like one song ... then ICP came back out again and kept that shit crazy... and during this shit is when i got slashed with a fucking knife by some bitch ass mother fucker... its not that bad though.. it was only a flesh wound but still i mean what the fuck is this shit... bastards ... ICp kept it going for like a fucking hour after this and near the end i was up agnist the railing due to the pit being shoved to the front... so the last song they scream " rush the fucking stage" so i drop what faygo bottles i had and got up and on that shit... fucking got to put my arm around J it was the shit.. only like 100 people made it to the stage and I GOT ON THE BITCH.. i was one of the first on it.. HELLZ YEAH.. then after that shit , we left cuz the show was over... and when we got outside they had fucking swat vans and shit chillin out side to make sure we didnt tear the fucking place up... everyone was drippin in root beer faygo.. it was tight as hell...

Thu, 31 Oct 2002 17:38:21 GMT

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