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GUESS WHO'S BACK?! back again! DOYLE'S BACK..... tell some men....
RUB MY BACK, RUB MY BACK, RUB MY BACK!
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| Im still alive.... fuck. |
[09 Aug 2003|11:15pm] |
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Shit hows everyone been. Ive been tring to get a hole of alot of people, but some nameless ex pycho girlfriend stole my fucking phone book. But yeah umm... god dam i hate livejournal....peace..
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New SN its now LTSkrat , and here is a little song for you people out there.
( "If You're Happy and You Know It")
If we cannot find Osama, bomb Iraq
If the markets hurt your mama, bomb Iraq
If the terrorists are Saudi Arabians
And the bank takes back your Audi
And the TV shows are bawdy, Bomb Iraq
If the corporate scandal's growin', bomb Iraq
And your ties to them are showin', bomb Iraq
If the smoking gun ain't smokin
We don't care, and we're not jokin
That Saddam will soon be croakin', Bomb Iraq
Even if we have no allies, bomb Iraq
From the sand dunes to the valleys, bomb Iraq
So to hell with the inspections
Let's look tough for the elections
Close your mind and take directions, Bomb Iraq
So here's one for dear old daddy, bomb Iraq
From his favorite little laddy, bomb Iraq
Saying no would look like treason
It's the Hussein hunting season
Even if we have no reason, bomb Iraq!
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| Someone help me, im so bored |
[14 Jan 2003|10:59pm] |
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[ x ] Spell your first name backwards -elyod
[ x ] The story behind your livejournal user name - Disturbed\me Person\Hmm...
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - Yup.
[ x ] Where do you live - Fucking Hick Town USA
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - Cynical, Depressive, Partier, Unique
[ x ] Wallet - Nori Leather , with lots of random chains
[ x ] Hairbrush - ..green?
[ x ] Toothbrush - like i pay that much attention
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - Neck Choker, Spiked Braclet, 2 Dangly Braclets, Raver Bands, My Dragon Ring
[ x ] Pillow cover - Black
[ x ] Blanket - Dark Blue with swirling black pattern
[ x ] Coffee cup - A regular old coffee cug?
[ x ] Sunglasses - Dont own any
[ x ] Shoes - Vans Skate Shoes
[ x ] Handbag - ..
[ x ] Favorite top - Hoodies
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - Obesion
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Hendrix, Icp, Metallica, Static X, KMFDM
[ x ] Tattoos - None
[ x ] Piercings - WORKING ON IT
[ x ] Hair - Short spiked, with pink long bangs
[ x ] Makeup - ..
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - My tongue
[ x ] In my head - Dunno havent used that part of me for a while now. Let me get back to you.
[ x ] Wishing - Millions of things.
[ x ] After this - I will all into sleep
[ x ] Talking to - The wall
[ x ] Eating - Some chicken stuff i cooked earlier
[ x ] Fetishes - ..hehe
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason - Some skinny fucking whore that shall remane nameless. And my ex. Yes deffently my ex. She needs to die.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Kayla - Helena - Jen
[ x ] Is next to you - PS2 with Vice City
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - American Pie - Swordfish - BraveHeart
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - who the fuck knows
[ x ] The last thing you ate - Chicken
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - spiders
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - fuck no, that shit burns
[ x ] Do you like incense - hehe
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - yes, oddly
[ x ] Do you believe in love - do you believe in magic?
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - depends, am I drunk? Officer.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - sure why not.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - no
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - saddly enough, yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - no
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - just throw me in the dumpester or some
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - ...
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - Farret
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - 3-4 days
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - no
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Pencil Sharpener
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - Quarter
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - detroit, la , newyork, amsterdam, grandin
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - how to just sit back and fuck RELAX and dont take shit so seriously
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - People
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - Old friends- Jew Corey Ober Gary Meatball...
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| The Panio |
[08 Jan 2003|04:21pm] |
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They say to me
Open this door
Curiosity screams
Whatever could it be
Back behind that door
A piano
The keys are all dusty
The strings are all untuned
Back behind that door
At the piano
But she plays no more
It is so long ago
On the piano
She's who I hear
She began to play
She took my breath away
She said to me too
That I'll stay with you
But it just seemed to be
She played alone for me
I poured her blood
In the fire of my rage
I locked up her shrine
They questioned in time
At the piano
She's who I hear
She began to play
She took my breath away
At the piano I stand by her
But it just seemed to be
She played alone for me
They opened up the door
And how they cried
I heard her mother plea
Her father struck out at me
They tore her from her chair
No one believed me there
I was so insane
With the stench and the pain
At the piano
She's who I hear
She began to play
She took my breath away
At the piano
She's who I hear
As I began to play
I took her breath away
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| Little Dreamer |
[24 Dec 2002|01:15am] |
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Dreamer
Wake up night dreamer
And see all that I control
Bloody angels and burning hate
Nightmares is all that rain here
No more time for fun and games
Now come on and take my hand
Ill take you to the shadows
Look at me
Blood stricken and twisted by the hate
In my life I laugh
Because my life has gotten inside your mind
But you seem to like all the misery I put you threw
Don’t you know you your wish is coming true
Im going to end my life tonight
Make all the pain of the dreamer go away
Is she alright?
For im insane
Am I still dreaming?
For im insane
Are you inside me?
Some one.. tell me is this true?
Tormented little dreamer
For when you wake up
You will not scream
For the pain of not breathing has made the blood steam
And the tears of release have set you free
But I still will always haunt you in your dreams
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| Broken Wings |
[24 Dec 2002|12:53am] |
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Broken wings
To make the child fall from his high mountain top
Surround in the black and blood as the elevation drops
Death awaits him near the bottomless pit
For his lifes sins have made him weak
His past comes to huant him, much more then once
Eyes grey of stone with the icy tint of cold
Traps victims inside its glare
Where broken wings give false hope of lift
Just like blood of the angel can heal the dammed
The glaze of the eyes equal to that of the basalisk
But the last screams before the final pummel to the ground
Are those of lost souls that no longer make an lighting sound
"Here I lay in this darkened place,
..with nothing but blood stricken tears streaming down my face,
..with nothing to hold me up other then self blackened discreace,"
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| Vicky |
[24 Dec 2002|12:34am] |
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I miss you, we need to hang out. Call me some time, yea?
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| KoRn Lyrics-- |
[23 Dec 2002|11:03pm] |
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Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it down
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Pressing me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away
It's falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
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This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think it's about me
I'm about to break, this is my fate
Am I still damned to a life,
of misery and hate?
You will never know
What I'd do for you
What you are
Got me through
I'd do it for you
I could have, never lived
If it wasn't, for you
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1) First grade teacher's name: Miss. Johnson
2) Last word you said: Im out
3) Last song you sang: Zug Izland = sunny day
4) Last person you hugged: Dale-Beefy-Nora-Calvin ( had a rumpin in the mall )
6) Last time you said i love you: About 7 months ago
7) Last time you cried: 7 months ago.
Present:
8) What's in your cd player: Slim Shady
9) What colour socks are you wearing: White
10) What's under your bed: King Pin, my skate board, my chest set.
11) What time did you wake up today: 2PM
12) Current taste: Vinnalla
13) Current hair: Blond with brown roots
14) Current clothes: Black dockers, black slipknot t-shirt
15) Current annoyance: People
16) Current longing: Lots of things
17) Current desktop picture: Island
18) Current worry: Too many to name
19) Current hate: People in general
20) Story behind your LJ username: What I think of my self
22) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Smile
23) Last cd that you bought: Primus - Brown Album
24) Favorite place to be: My room.
25) Least favorite place: School
26) Time you wake up in the morning: varies
27) If you could play any instrument: Drums, which i already play. If it would be a new instrument, it would be the bass.
28) Favorite color: Galaxy Black, or Firey Orange
29) Do you believe in an afterlife?: No, your dead. Your dead. Thats all.
30) How tall are you?: 6'2
31) Current favourite word/saying: "Asshole"
32) Favorite book: Knights Wyrd
33) Favorite season: Fall
34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Jennifer
35) Favorite day: Saturday
Future:
36) Where do you want to go: Scottland, California, and Missouri
37) What is your career going to be: Electrican Enigeer
38) How many kids do you want: None
Random
40) Type a line you remember from any book: "Your words cut deeper then the knife ever could."
41) Random song lyric: "Im sorry I reek of depression"
42) Identify some things surrounding your computer: My ciggerates, my laptop, and my living room.
43) What's up: Airplanes
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1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. How well do you know me?:
6. Do I smoke?:
7. Do I believe in God?:
8. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
9. My age:
10. Birthday:
11. Color hair:
12. Eye color:
13. Do I have any siblings?:
14. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
15. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
16. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
17. What's my favorite type of music?:
18. What is the best feature about me?:
19. Am I shy or outgoing?:
20. Would you say I am funny?:
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
22. Any special talents?:
23. Would you consider me a friend?:
24. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie, average,
sporty,punk,hippie,glam, nerdy, snobby, raver, or rocker something else?:
25. Have you ever seen me cry?:
26. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?:
27. Are my parents still together?:
28. What do I love?
29. Have I ever had a crush on you?
30. Have I ever been in love?:
31. When was the last time we spent time together?
32. If, in one hour, I'll be gone forever...what will be your last words for me?
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| Weekend...broken |
[22 Dec 2002|08:46pm] |
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Friday- Basicly, just beyond great. Kegger, thx god Helena showed up I was so bored until then. Other then that Camel got all paranoid and made us leave early.
Saturdat- I thought was a great night, until I ruined the day. Just like the Knight in the Darkened Cloud that I am. Im glad that im able to have such abilities.
Sunday- Just seemed to increase my abilities by 100%. But thx for Calvin for tring to make me feel better. Other then that, I just feel like utter shit. And it seems I ruined the whole intire evening.
-- I quit -- Officially -- I am done
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| If you care to avoid swearing, then dont read this... |
[18 Dec 2002|07:17pm] |
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Ok well hmm how do I start. Ahh' I believe this is the frase. FUCK THIS FUCKING PLACE I WANT THE FUCK OUT OF HERE, AND MORE OR LESS NOW. Im so sick of my fucking dad thinking his fucking ass is god. He fucking comes home and all he does is scream and yell at me becuase i didnt do something as good as he expected. And if something needs to be done, he points it the fuck out and tells me to do it. WHY DONT YOU GET OFF YOUR FUCKING ASS AND DO SOMETHING YOU FUCKING DICK. I fucking sweep the intire place and clean, and what does he say when he see's it. "what the fuck have you been doing the last hour and half dicking around. You better get to fucking work before I beat your fucking ass." Im so fucking sick of him. GOD DAMMIT I WANT TO LEAVE. So yeah he made me pay my rent early and now I still have to pay him the full amount at the end of this month or im fucked. This is such fucking bullshit. He needs to die, horridly. A slow painful fucking death so way I can watch.
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| Im sorry, I wreak of depression |
[16 Dec 2002|11:19pm] |
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Sunny Day
Would you show me the door?
My apologies
I will slither out across the floor
I will crawl out on my knees
I'm ugly, my soul is ugly too
I have so many flaws
I'm sorry but there's nothing I can do
I hate myself because I....
I'll stand far away!
My apologies
I wouldn't wanna dull your sunny day
I'll crawl out on my knees
I'm sorry, I wreak of depression
I have so many flaws
Your happiness is my only obsession
Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
It's obviously my fault why can't I? And figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometimes I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
Maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarass me
I'm nasty, I'll try not to get me on you
My apologies
God forbid, what would we do?
I'll crawl out on my knees
I'll stand far away
I have so many flaws
I wouldn't wanna dull your sunny day
My karma last night, was your dinner
My apologies
I will follow you cause your a winner
I will crawl out on my knees
You aura, it glows like toxic waste
I have so many flaws
Spit and I would lick it just to taste your presence
Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it's obviously my fault why can't I ? and figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarass me
I'm staring at your picture
Standing on the chair the rope is tied
Once I'm dead my ghost will come and haunt you
Cause it's you, that commited suicide
It's you, that commited suicide
Cause it's you, that committed suicide
when IT'S YOU THAT COMITTED SUICIDE
SAID IT'S YOU THAT COMITTED SUICIDE
Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it's obviously my fault why can't I ? And figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarass me
Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it's obviously my fault why can't I ? And figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarass me
Just you, all you
Don't blame me I never can believe how stupid I can sound
For you, only you
it's obviously my fault why can't I ? And figure out what's wrong with me
Just you, all you
I can never truly make you satisfied sometime I just wish I wasn't me
For you, only you
maybe I'd be better off alone all I do is embarrass me
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| Every Bodys Favorite Critic |
[16 Dec 2002|02:52pm] |
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So yeah this weekend was some what amuzing. Got to see a few movies with Lance and the Sandbox Camel (long story on the nick name). And to make all these movies even BETTER, I didnt pay for a one.
Anilize That - Decent Movie, not all of what you will expect from it. The acting was pretty good for the movie though. Alot better then I thought it would be.
Harry Potter - A few single words, if your like me DONT GO. Those god dam SPIDERS are every where. And they spawn. Millions of them, I do mean millions of them. Every were. Little 8 legged demons from hell, with there googly eyes. Other then those demons, the movie wasnt all that bad. It was respectfully intertaining.
Die Another Day - Sweet ass movie. It was really good for a Bond movie. The women in it were, just wow. And on another note, Bond is a pimp in this movie. He sleeps with three women.
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On brighter news, im fucked royaly. Im getting kicked out of OTC, so I have to choose three shitty ass fucking hour classes for the morning. And im getting stuck with some shitty ass english classes that I dont fucking need. And that just pisses me off, becuase my dam teacher over there doesnt teacher a dam thing all he does is sit on his fucking ass. And he expects us to learn all the material. The only people passing his class is the god dam nerdy goat fucks. That already new every thing coming into the class and are like 8 chapters ahead of the world. I dunno blowing steam about this. Thanks for listing to me ramble. -- And to every one Factory 81 is coming to concert i think the 16th with arizing crack jaw and someone else, for more news check out www.factory81.net ( it might be .com im not sure.)
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| Question... |
[13 Dec 2002|09:17am] |
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Ever feel something for someone that you now it wont happen becuase your such opposities?
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| Deliema |
[05 Dec 2002|09:15am] |
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Ok i have a few Kegs of beer that need to get out of my room. So any one needing one or wanting one. Just call me im selling for 90 a piece thats what i paid i just need them out of my crib.
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im so incredible fucking bored jesus christ... shoot me just shoot me.. ive been alone drunk all night next to a bunch of lil pussy ass people who cant handle there liquir... god dammit.. fucking people.. blah... and yes.. maybe im a little drunk right now..
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